Frustrated Much?

... I dunno how to say this, but I think this is the only place where I can make my personal thoughts known - not too personal though, I'm gonna be reserving some stuff for myself to brood over.

I'm not feeling good; I'm in a foul mood. It could actually be one of those teenage hormonal outbursts that I'm experiencing. It's just I'm highly perceptive of what may be causing this and the repercussions if I decide to throw caution to the wind, that's why I've been struggling to keep them under control. 

The thing is, a teenager's a teenager, and however mature I think I may be, it's suffocating and ridiculous to pent them up, and I am this close to losing it. In the end, it's never easy growing out of some mindsets and emotions even if you've grazed adulthood. And the new responsibilities that come with it doesn't do much to help. Maybe I don't wanna mature, maybe I wish I was a kid again.

I realize I'm being I'm being immature now, but I can't help it... I'm extremely frustrated. I guess the only thing that made me really, really smile completely from the heart was when a good friend from England told me she was feeling the same way, and I just found that to be amusing. After a bit of reflection, I concluded that I just found it amusing because someone from the other side of the world can feel the same way. It's probably common at our age (I'm 18),